NOT TONIGHT!!!

My heart was beating faster than ever, my nerves were a wrecking ball at this point
I froze as he stood still with his lips inches away from my neck,
We stood still and knew any move or shift of our bodies at this point was dangerous
He muffled under his breath, please stay....I don't want to be a jerk but I want you!!!
I was trying to gain control of my senses and say something, I could not make sense
All I heard myself say was NOT TONIGHT Julio....................
He loosened his hold and his hands went down the side of my thighs...Chills!!!
He stepped back and I was still frozen in that spot, my heartbeat was slowly in control
I cleared my throat and turned around, staring at this midnight snack my body said I needed
We were silent and he said goodnight sweetie, thank you for a lovely evening!!!
A part of me was angry, why didn't he try again, why didn't he hold me one more time
I said good night and tried opening the door, but the damn door wont open, why now
Julio came up behind me and the door unlocked, we said good night one more time
He took my arm and said maybe not tonight but I WANT YOU on a night YOU WANT ME TOO
Yes! I knew I was totally gone at this point.
I smiled and went up to him and pecked his cheeks, then whispered EVERY NIGHT not tonight!
I did not want to leave his penthouse like a totally flustered chicken so I flirted back
It felt good but as I made my way to my room, I knew I need a Cold shower....
Julio set me on fire tonight and I kinda liked it, I bit my lower lip excited about this!!!
Live a little, sometimes let those wild thangs fly I said smiling as I opened my door....
Julio I WANT YOU BACK